Track 8 of 10
War Inside
Brian Kittrell · This Long Broken Road · 04:39
The Story Behind the Song
This was a song I needed to write — but more importantly, I needed to produce it, because it has a chance to save lives. Depression isn't talked about enough, and my goal wasn't to say, 'Oh, you're gonna be all right. Everybody gets a little sad.' I wanted it to feel like I walked right up to someone in that hole, told them what was happening inside me, and let them know they weren't alone. Sometimes, when I was very deep in the darkest places, knowing that there were other people suffering alongside me gave me a glimmer of hope. Even though we were all hurting and doing our best to hide it from the world in isolation, it meant that we weren't completely alone. Those of us who suffer from depression all know that 'voice within that tells us the truth.' It's not the truth — but in those moments of deep despair and anguish, when we're alone in the dark with that voice, we'll believe anything it says and take it as the truth.
Lyrics aren't published on the live site and aren't included here — flagged for Brian to supply if he wants them on the page. Per-song streaming links also aren't broken out anywhere on the live site; see the album page for the His/Hers streaming links.